10/02/2016

再見,U26;再見,那四分之一的時光。Farewell, U26; and farewell, that quarter of time.

之前小緯兔曾經介紹過一個鮮為人知的景點 - 奧林匹亞選手村。
(錯過的人可以點此閱讀:http://taiwanineuropa.blogspot.de/2015/11/olydorf-alternative-for-tourists-in.html)
會再次在網誌中特別提及此一地點,正是因為小緯兔在這裡度過了說長不長、說短不短的三年時光。就在前日,九月三十日,就是租約到期之日了。想當初小緯兔因為新生抽籤抽到了許多人排隊排了三、四個學期的小平房,省去了四處奔波找房的麻煩,也更能專心在課業上。今天就讓我們稍微回顧一下,小緯兔與U26(小緯兔的奧林房號)這三年的點點滴滴。

Once rabbit Wei had written an article about Olydorf, which was less famous than other spotlights in Munich. (If you've missed that one, you can read it over here: http://taiwanineuropa.blogspot.de/2015/11/olydorf-alternative-for-tourists-in.html)
The reason why rabbit mentioned this place again is that rabbit Wei had spent whole three years here. Sep. 30th, it's the end of my rent to this tiny bungalow. Three years ago I won this chance to live here by lottery for First-Semester-Students; therefore, I was free from the trouble of looking for a place to sleep and able to concentrate on my study. Let's take a look about my brief story with U26 (Hause number of rabbit Wei's bungalow).

我與U26的第一次約會
My first date with U26
圖片來源:自行攝影
二零一三年十月一日,被前男友趕出門的小緯兔隻身一人背著二十公斤的登山背包,拖著三十公斤的大行李箱來到了U26的門前。這一片灰白的門牆與陰鬱的天空,宛如當時的心情寫照,灰暗無光,沒有任何一點喜悅的顏色。
「反正你不會流落街頭,大可出去!」
當時站在門口的我,耳邊仍然旋繞著這句既刺耳又令人心痛的話語......
那一扇印著U26的門扉,似乎嘲笑著小緯兔:「進來吧!畢竟只有這裡是你的棲身之所。」
小緯兔,打開了那扇門。

Oct. 1st, 2013, rabbit Wei stood alone with a 20 kg huge backpack and a 30 kg luggage in front of the door of U26 after being kicked out by his ex. This pure grey-white wall and cloudy sky responded perfectly to his mood, grey and dark, without any joyful colors.
"You won't be sleeping on the street anyway, go!"
When I was standing there, this sentence was still repeating next to my ears...
That door numbered with U26 seemed to laugh at me: "Come in then! After all, it's only place you are able to stay."
Rabbit Wei opened that door.

U26第一次見到了小緯兔的家人
The first meet between U26 and rabbit's family
圖片來源:兔爸
二零一四年的三月,兔爸和兔媽來到寒冷的德國探望小緯兔。
「快幫我跟U26照張相!」兔媽興高采烈地抱著小緯兔的娃娃,對在鏡頭另一側的兔爸露出了笑容。
來自台灣的小緯兔與他的家人,替U26掛上了國旗,擺上了各式各樣的裝飾,就如同用相機的閃光燈為小平房增添了那一點點的生氣。這時的U26,除了灰白,還多了些紅與藍,就像是傷口正在復原一般。






Mar. 2014, rabbit's Dad and rabbit's Mom came to visit rabbit Wei.
"Take a foto for me and U26!"
Rabbit's Mom, holding rabbit Wei's panda, smiled to rabbit's Dad, who stood on the other side of the camera. This taiwanese rabbit and his family hanged the national flags on U26, decorated it, used flash light to add a little vitality to this tiny bungalow. The U26 of this time, except of only grey and white, got even red and blue, just like a recovering wound.

圖片來源:橘子
二零一四年的夏天,是德國少見的酷暑。
筆直曬入平房的陽光、通風不良的悶熱空氣,
還有偶爾飄散的烤肉香,乃是夏天奧林選手村的最佳寫照。
小緯兔提著借來的油漆桶,搬來了廢紙回收箱,站在U26前,一筆一劃地替它換上了新衣裳。
「畢卡索就是這樣誕生的喔!」常常騎車遛狗路過的德國伯伯帶著微笑說著。
這時的U26是否稍稍了解小緯兔了呢?
這隻誤闖了巨人國的嬌小亞洲兔,從來就不渴求飛黃騰達、家財萬貫,而是僅僅想要在這股洪流當中留下自己活過的那一點點痕跡,想要有人一同分享生命中的酸甜苦辣。
「希望下一個住戶不會把它刷白。」小緯兔心裡這麼想著。或許這面牆,也將成為自己曾經活著的證據。

這是小緯兔離開U26前的最後視線
The last sight of rabbit Wei from leaving U26
圖片來源:自行攝影







It was an extremely hot summer in 2014.
Sunshine shining directly in bungalows, lousy aeration with stuffy air, and smells of BBQ, they are the best description of Olydorf in Summer.
Rabbit Wei brought paints home, moved a recycling cargo to the front of U26, and started to give U26 a new cloth with chalks and brushes.
"Picasso was born like this!" A german old man, who always walks his dog with bike, said.
Had U26 known rabbit Wei better in that moment?
This tiny asian rabbit, who accidentally ran into this nation of giants, has never wished to be extremely successful or rich, but only try to leave a single trace to prove that he has once lived and to find someone to share this lifetime.
"I hope the next resident won't wash that out." Rabbit Wei thought.

Maybe one day this wall will also be one of the evidences, which prove that I had once lived.




哪怕是春天盛開的白花,
No matter it's those white flowers of Spring,
圖片來源:自行攝影
二零一五是個新的一年,隨著季節變遷,陽台外的那棵樹也不斷地更換著衣裳。
寒冷的冬雪、粉嫩的春花、青綠的夏葉、翠紅的秋楓,都隨著時光映入小緯兔的眼簾。
還是轉秋時節的紅葉,
從這陽台望出去的都是無可替代的風景
or the red leaves of Autumn,
the scenarios from this balcony are irreplaceable.
圖片來源:自行攝影
讓這小平房保持溫暖的,不是一旁的暖氣,
It's not heater, which keeps this bungalow warm,
圖片來源:自行攝影

就連小緯兔原本那近乎靜止的人生也開始轉動了起來。
曾幾何時,不知不覺中,那原本空空蕩蕩的客廳,已經佈滿了友情與歡笑。
曾幾何時,不知不覺中,那原本零零碎碎的心房,已經充滿了家人與疼愛。


而是曾經在此談笑風生的人們吧!
but the people who have once been here!
圖片來源:自行攝影










2015 was a whole new year. With change of seasons, that tree next to the balcony also changed its clothes one by one.
Snow in Winter, flowers in Spring, green leaves in Summer and blood-red maple in Autumn. All of them were captured by rabbit Wei's eyes.
Even rabbit's life, which almost seemed to be stopped, started to turn again.

I cannot remember when, unconsciously, that empty living room was filled with friendships.
I cannot remember when, unconsciously, that broken heart was filled with loves.





配上了兔媽特地寄來的春聯,U26或許是最有年味的小平房吧?
With couplets U26 could be the most stylish bungalow in that time.
圖片來源:自行攝影 
這幾天,倒數著將你還回去的這幾天,小緯兔將你裡裡外外地打亮了一遍。不論是貼過鮮紅春聯的大門、採光不良的一樓客廳,還是常常雜草叢生的小陽台。除了讓你迎接新朋友的時候,能夠抬頭挺胸、光鮮亮麗之外,更是藉這個機會,再細數一次與你的回憶。
對照上面的照片,再看著眼前空蕩蕩的客廳,
才真正意識到了說再見的時刻
Looking at this empty space, comparing to those photos above,
then I finally realized it's time to say good bye
圖片來源:自行攝影










看著空盪盪的、總計不到十八平方公尺的兩層空間,想起你陪著小緯兔笑,也陪著小緯兔哭,更看著與朋友吃喝玩樂的小緯兔、半夜苦讀寫論文的小緯兔、躲在被窩痛哭的小緯兔......這一幕幕就像是投影片般,鮮活地浮現在我面前。
啊!我現在才明白!你當時不是在嘲笑我,而是接納了遍體鱗傷的我,用時間來讓傷口慢慢復原。








在這書桌前,小緯兔哭過、笑過、努力過
In front of disk there were tears, laughs and great efforts
圖片來源:自行攝影

In these days, counting down when you need to be given back, rabbit Wei tried to make you shining, inside and outside. No matter it's the door once with red couplets, bad lighting living room in the first floor, or the tiny balcony, where weed always overgrow. I did it not only because I want you to be neat to welcome the new resident, but also because it's a chance that I can cherish all these memories with you, one more time. In this tiny space, which's smaller than 18 square meters, you cried with rabbit Wei, laughed with rabbit Wei; you had seen rabbit Wei celebrating with his friends, writing his master thesis overnight, and even crying in his bed... Right now, all these scenes are just like slideshows, dancing in front of my eyes.

我站在新家的陽台上,已不見奧林塔,但卻是另一幅更美麗的風景
 Standing on the new balcony, there's no Olympic tower anymore,
but another more beautiful scenario.
圖片來源:自行攝影
前天我不只向你道別,更是向我的求學生涯說聲再見。姑且不論那究竟是我人生中的三分之一還是四分之一的時光,那都是我之所以為我的基礎。今天我的人生走向另一個階段,在不同的陽台上,看著不一樣的風景;在不同的客廳裡,擺上不一樣的裝飾;同時也在不同的門前,掛上不一樣的名牌。








小緯兔與阿旭獅的第一棵聖誕樹
Rabbit Wei and Lion Xu's first X'mas tree
圖片來源:自行攝影

「今天我去跟朋友拿東西,發現我的小平房裡已經有新的住戶搬進去了......」
「這麼快!可是親愛的,那不是你的小平房了。」阿旭獅調侃地說。
「亂講!它永遠都是『我的』小平房!」小緯兔不假思索地立即反駁。
在新房客開門的那一瞬間,只見他的私人物品散落在一樓客廳,窗台上擺滿著我沒看過的裝飾物品,我心裡盡是不滿,「這是我的小平房耶!」小緯兔在心中大喊!那一霎那,我正視了我對你的不捨與依賴。
其實我甚至想偷偷地拜託他,請他好好照顧你,告訴他你的好,即便你偶而會鬧脾氣:通風不良、熱水不熱、水管會塞、保險會跳、大風一吹百葉窗還會壞,但是在我需要一個落腳處時,你總是在那裡等我。

也許是U26替我集氣,我找到了與我分享生命的另一半
Maybe U26 did bring me luck,
I found my better half to share every single thing of my life
圖片來源:自行攝影












Yesterday I didn't just say goodbye to you, but also my life as a student. No matter it actually means a third or a quarter of my life, it's the foundation why I am who I am right now. Today I am moving on to another stage of my life, seeing different scenarios from a different balcony, setting different decorations in a different living room, and also hanging different names on a different door.

"Today I went to pick something up and just found out that someone's already living in my bungalow..."
"So fast! But darling, it's not your bungalow anymore." Lion Xu said, smiling.
"Rejection! It will be always "my" bungalow!" Rabbit refuted, without thinking.

In that moment, when the new resident opened the door, I saw his stuff spreading on the floor in the living room, and next to the window there were decorations, which I had never seen. What I felt was only unsatisfaction, "It's my bungalow!" rabbit Wei yelled in his heart! In that second, I realized my nostalgia and dependence on you. I even wanted to ask him to take good care of you, tell him how great you are, even though sometimes you will act like a spoiled child: Aeration can be bad, water may not be hot enough,  pipe could be blocked, fuse can be burned, even jalousie might be broken when it gets windy..., but everytime when I needed you, you were there.

謝謝你陪了我這三年,謝謝你伴我走過這些悲傷與歡笑,更是謝謝你治癒了我那曾經以為永遠無法回復的心傷。現在輪到另一位新房客接受你的幫助了。
再見了,奧林村。
再見了,U26。
再見了,曾經對未來迷惘無助的我。

Thank you for accompanying me for these three years, thank you for walking with me through these highs and lows, and more thanks to you for healing me from that heart-breaking, which I thought was incurable. Now it's time that you can start to help someone else.
Farewell, Olydorf.
Farewell, U26.
Farewell to me three years ago, who was lost and helpless.

不帶有情感的風景,不是風景
A scenario without emotion isn't a scenario at all
圖片來源:自行攝影




















2 則留言:

  1. 唉喲喂⋯⋯你又讓情感豐富,淚腺發達的媽咪,一邊看一邊心酸一邊掉淚啊⋯⋯好也好不捨也深深的感謝U26溫暖小窩,謝謝你照顧我的寶貝,也讓我與你獨處過,謝謝你U26
    下次去慕尼黑一定去探望你喔!
    寶貝即將邁向人生的另一階段另一旅程,祝福你:
    工作順利,萬事如意,一切順心喔!愛你愛你喔!

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    1. 謝謝祝福喔!我和永旭都要繼續努力!
      p.s. 不要到時候一堆人跑回去看U26,結果被人抗議騷擾,哈哈!

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